At times i have really bad luck, bad days, sad days, and sometimes i feel like giving up. So even through the toughest storms i still smile, i always go back in realize that smiling brings happiness. Smiling let go of my fears and worries. Back then I never really smiled although i didn’t like to any ways because i didn’t like my teeth before i got my braces, so that was already one of my insecurities i had within myself. I was mean, I had a bad attitude, and I was depressed. Some say because i am spoiled, but that definitely wasn’t my problem. I have been through so much in my life, like getting shot up close range, teased, hard times in school, getting my heart broke, losing some one close to me, judged, and misunderstood.
I have had so many problems in my life and been through so many obstacles and changes that i have given up at a time in my life. I am not perfect, but I am not innocent. Now their is times that i really feel like giving up and sometimes i get really overwhelmed with trying to achieve my goals, but i have got better with coping with my anxiety and being more patients. I had to start believing in myself more and realizing that its going to be okay, and when its my time to shine then i will GLOW.
I also felt that i needed to cut strings i had attached to negative people surround by me. The energy was so real and had me in a different mindset that i shouldn’t even be in. I taught myself a few tips to keep in mind when i feel i’m under pressure or feel like i’m surrounded by negativity.
- Write out my problems
- Call someone close to me to vent
- Take a walk
- Drink some wine or Coffee
- Go to a quiet place and relax
So when i said i drink wine for one of the things i do when i feel like i am under pressure, well Saturday i was. I had a bad day but i took myself out to dinner, came home had a couple glasses of wine, then BOOM i felt better. Some times alone time is needed.
I also can’t help the fact that I look amazing :).
*Fur coat “Macy’s”
*Black body suit “Forever 21”
*Shoes* Melissas “Nordstrom Rack”